Venting

This is what it is all about after all isn't it? Venting?
After the break up I guess although I was very sad I really was not mad. While all the love is leaving it is easier to feel the hate. I hate him so much. How could anyone do that? What is wrong with him? Why am I stuck with this horrible past? such a terrible memory?
I hate seeing friends I have not spoke in too in awhile asking how we are. We are so over. I am dating again and moving on with my life. Despite going out and forgetting about everything except having a good time I still wake up with my shoulders tense in the tightest knots. Its reliving the horrible truth every time. It is only his fault. It is not mine, it is not my friends, it is all his. I do not mind telling people what happened, I love to talk, and I want people to know it was him, and that I am moving on with my life. But I hate that he did it just the same. Not because I ever want to be with him again, heck no! but because it is just so awful. I really and truly hate you - just as much as I have ever loved you! You are disgusting, weak, a complete LIAR - to me & yourself.
Goodbye & Good riddance!